Long gone before daylight

Long and empty – no writing in quite some time. No photography and hardly no drawing either. I think it is because I have spent so little time on my own lately and it is mostly when I am alone that I can fully concentrate.

I lived in a corridor with 25 other people for 30 weeks in total, I stayed at my boyfriends for almost three weeks, I travelled around England with my family and now I am at home but still I cannot seem to get to spend any time on my own. There is always someone around. I don’t like it and I think that what I would really need is some time alone.

My fingers itch, together with my insides, to create something but when I do I hate it if people ask me what it is that I am doing and that is why I need to be on my own for a while.