My heart is a little bit lonely tonight. My body is lonely tonight. I am lonely tonight. God I miss him!!!
Extra-emotional and a little bit cliché. It’s just that I haven’t spoken to him in a while. Haven’t seen him in a while. And the Skype call we had the other day just made me miss him even more.
It’s “only” 3 weeks and 1 has already passed but I can’t escape the feeling of being stuck somewhere I don’t want to be for too long. People, family, friends, everywhere. The routines I have built up for myself are shattered. I know that people miss me when I am gone and I understand that they want to see me. I want to see them too, I really do, but I don’t like feeling the pressure of having to see this person and that person. Or the pressure of having to do something special with the people I see all the time. Can’t we sometimes just take it easy and enjoy each other’s company in quiet?
I hate not living in the same country as you because it makes the relationship I have to my home country a lot more complicated. I hate us living 2000 km apart extra much tonight. My period is on its way; my breasts are tender and I just WANT YOU BY MY SIDE HERE AND NOW.